Friday, June 17, 2011

間違った

GG ジャレッドさん、
Yeah, requested account verification however, the e-mail that I am using for this blog has been deactivated.

Pandora Station: French Cafe
On another note, my last final is in 11 hours and I still need to write a short essay and study for the exam(which I might add, also contains essay questions). All of this studying has made me realize something very interesting about people. In my current place, people act like they care but, in all actuality do not give a flying fuck about you. There are good ones, perhaps not ones that I can trust but, they have good hearts...I can feel it.

East Asian History 210
My God how I love you and hate you at the very same time, how...Bittersweet?(K.West) I just thought I should cite that just in case some people view it as plagiarism of idea. Redirect to subject matter, this history has taught me a lot about how crazy Asia was in the past but then again, what country hasn't fucked up yet? Nevertheless, I am glad I am learning about this part of history as I have never delved so deep into it previously.

俺の自転車’s
Anyway, I forgot to update about my purchase of a custom Specialized Langster fixed gear bike that I picked up about a month or so ago. I've been riding it all over the place and it provides a good priming for the Century Ride later this year. The unfortunate news (yet, somewhat fortunate) is that I might be in japan at the time of the ride and therefore, I might miss it. I also still have my vintage 1986 Bridgestone 400 that I just truly adore and will do everything to try and keep it running. It really is nice for those longer rides but, the fixie is great for the exercise.

心の中で
God, I just met the most stunning woman since I have been at HTIC. Somewhat unexpected to say the least but, it's the ones that unexpectedly pop into your life and can create dramatic change. I hope its for the better and not a "drama creator." I really want to tell her how beautiful she is but, its quite hard for me being shy and all. If it's worth it, I'm pretty sure I'll find the courage to tell her (in my sweetest James Blunt voice) "You're Beautiful!" because in my eyes, she really is an all around beautiful person. However, love is fickle and you can never know the outcome and with that being said, I must understand that this is all a gamble. But before you criticize what I just said and question me, just understand that I am a logic-whore who analyzes things to find the best possible outcome. A relationship however, does take two people to make it work and being that I just met this girl, I'm not about to tell her that I love her, cause I really don't know her inside and out (perverse pun intended?). Anyway, I simply just want to get to know her and boost her self esteem and as long as she doesn't let her ego get the best of her, I might actually commit to a long distance relationship with the bird.

日本へ行きます
I plan to leave in September for Japan, yes I am excited but no, I am not going entirely for play.
can't wait.

Well, I've got some finals to ace so, if you'll excuse me, I'll be back in a bit.
Till the next,

Peace!




Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Momentary Blip

Monster and Adderol. This can't be healthy.
...but such is life.
Put on the Pandora radio, switch to the Thievery Corporation station and study.

To understand one's self can justify what needs to be done in order to finish the job. It is when you don't understand yourself that you lose focus. Speaking of which, things can get pretty complicated when you go to a International University where everyone is trying to learn the English. I swear, all I ever do here is correct papers. Today I just had some random dude tell me that I should buy him something for his birthday. Huh? Yeah mon, things are starting to trip me out.

It makes me wonder if Edward Scissorshands was ever directly translated into Japanese.
You see all I want to do is help, but all that ever happens is that I get taken advantage of.
I am an adult, so therefore I must act as one. I always say 3o is the new 20 for two reasons. People are living to be older but also because people take longer nowadays to grow up.

Bullshit aside, I've got a midterm to study for.
Catch you on the next.

Peace!

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Why is it...

...that the one I want always wants someone else?

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Just a thought

Gt5 OST makes for great study music.

Alcohol is nice too.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Finals @ HTIC

Holy Carp!
This is getting ridiculous.
In another excuse blog of "Why I can't give a proper update" I will proceed to let y'all know what is due by tomorrow.

My finals consist of...
A 7 page paper on the North Korean missile threat
A 15 minute presentation of the above topic
A 3 three page paper on the Clean Water Crisis in the global community
A 1200 word expository essay on Nativism and Immigration of the United States

I will now proceed to ask myself "Why the fuck am I posting this blog?"
Wish me luck!

Ganbaremasu!

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Mother Nihon

My prayers go out to everyone affected by the concurrent natural disasters that occurred in East Japan.
Ganbare!

Thursday, March 10, 2011

If I didn't have so much to write...

I'd be writing here a lot more often.

It's amazing when I look back on some of the previous posts and go back to those particluar times within the past 2 years. It's amazing how much I have faced and how much I have persevered. I haven't taken the easiest route in life, nor the hardest but, somewhere in between the spectrum, is where I lay. I would say it's been a great adventure to my current point and although the times may get overwhelming, I know I must stick to it.

Status Quo
I am currently studying at Hawaii Tokai International College (HTIC) and so far, it's been an interesting experience. The people here seem fine on the outside but, I am not sure about their interior motives, it can be very frustrating at times. I leave for Las Vegas in 3 weeks and hopefully, I will be in Japan by the fall. Recently, I just had my DUI case re-filed and got convicted of all charges (yey). Unfortunately this means that I wont have my license for another year and I owe the state about $2500.00. Now let's be honest, this isn't the first time I 've been slapped back to square one however, it's nevertheless a shitty place to be. With that said, I hope y'all understand that I ain't gonna let this get me down...

Sorry, for making my first post of 2011 so effin' late.
As always, I'll try to update as much as possible but, please do not be alarmed if I am away for a while. This site is the opposite of my facebook and therefore gets checked and updated a lot less frequently.

So now what?
Now, I just do my work, go to school and do my best in everything that I do. Wish me luck, for this year is gonna be one hell of an adventure.