Friday, June 17, 2011

間違った

GG ジャレッドさん、
Yeah, requested account verification however, the e-mail that I am using for this blog has been deactivated.

Pandora Station: French Cafe
On another note, my last final is in 11 hours and I still need to write a short essay and study for the exam(which I might add, also contains essay questions). All of this studying has made me realize something very interesting about people. In my current place, people act like they care but, in all actuality do not give a flying fuck about you. There are good ones, perhaps not ones that I can trust but, they have good hearts...I can feel it.

East Asian History 210
My God how I love you and hate you at the very same time, how...Bittersweet?(K.West) I just thought I should cite that just in case some people view it as plagiarism of idea. Redirect to subject matter, this history has taught me a lot about how crazy Asia was in the past but then again, what country hasn't fucked up yet? Nevertheless, I am glad I am learning about this part of history as I have never delved so deep into it previously.

俺の自転車’s
Anyway, I forgot to update about my purchase of a custom Specialized Langster fixed gear bike that I picked up about a month or so ago. I've been riding it all over the place and it provides a good priming for the Century Ride later this year. The unfortunate news (yet, somewhat fortunate) is that I might be in japan at the time of the ride and therefore, I might miss it. I also still have my vintage 1986 Bridgestone 400 that I just truly adore and will do everything to try and keep it running. It really is nice for those longer rides but, the fixie is great for the exercise.

心の中で
God, I just met the most stunning woman since I have been at HTIC. Somewhat unexpected to say the least but, it's the ones that unexpectedly pop into your life and can create dramatic change. I hope its for the better and not a "drama creator." I really want to tell her how beautiful she is but, its quite hard for me being shy and all. If it's worth it, I'm pretty sure I'll find the courage to tell her (in my sweetest James Blunt voice) "You're Beautiful!" because in my eyes, she really is an all around beautiful person. However, love is fickle and you can never know the outcome and with that being said, I must understand that this is all a gamble. But before you criticize what I just said and question me, just understand that I am a logic-whore who analyzes things to find the best possible outcome. A relationship however, does take two people to make it work and being that I just met this girl, I'm not about to tell her that I love her, cause I really don't know her inside and out (perverse pun intended?). Anyway, I simply just want to get to know her and boost her self esteem and as long as she doesn't let her ego get the best of her, I might actually commit to a long distance relationship with the bird.

日本へ行きます
I plan to leave in September for Japan, yes I am excited but no, I am not going entirely for play.
can't wait.

Well, I've got some finals to ace so, if you'll excuse me, I'll be back in a bit.
Till the next,

Peace!




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